So yesterday I had a pretty great day for the most part... I might have written a little bit too early yesterday saying that it was going along smashingly, but it really was up until about 11:30 that night! Then all hell broke loose. I was minding my own buisness chatting away to a new boy (details much later) and happy as a clam... when all of the sudden out of the blue i recieve 13 text messages in a row from J. Seriously? I have finally started to move on and have been progressively more happy from day to day, when a bomb shell hits my world yet again. What is it about guys that they need to dig up all the old feelings right after you start to move on?! It's so annoying, so quit doing it. Girls want to get everything out and over that day not wait around for a week with their stomachs in huge knots and contemplating every single detail of every single conversation we had about breaking up. So anyway he texts me all this nonesense and it seriously rocks my world. And for the record I have NEVER ONCE said anything negative about him, and despite my anger towards him currently I don't hate him, nor do I wish him any ill will or hurt. And that is major coming from me, ask previous exes who i would constantly talk horribly about and try to make them feel as hurt as I was. I have not done this to J, so it really upset me when he lashed out at me yet again, which according to him, the break up is all my fault bc i hung up on him. please are we in high school? anyway, despite all this i still tried to reason with him and make him see my point yet again, however of course, guys will never admit to any wrong doing so I was completely ignored. Very annoying. However, today is a new day, and I am back on the upswing feeling great and like a humoungous weight has been lifted off my shoulders, plus its my favorite day (Thursday), so nothing could possibly go wrong for the rest of the day (please keep those phalanges crossed) anyway...
I was listening to my very favorite cd, Keyshia Cole, Like you on my way to lunch today and realized my new theme song... Shoulda let you go. and I have been blaring it constantly in my car since, and I think that I will continue until this break-up nonesense is finally done and over.
On to bigger and better blogs... sorry for all the drama recently but it has been consuming my life leading me to forget about other more important things ie cute guys at the gym, ps i have a new hottie that i spotted last night, and celeb gossip. Anyway... So i was watching my absolute fave tv show last night, Project Runway, and I absolutely have a new list.. of course Christian is always my number one. He is crazy brilliant and his detailing is marvelous. I watch that show in awe of his talent. The blazer/shirt that he made for his model during this episode was by far the best of any contestant. However, hot on his trail is kevin (the straight guy) from my previous post. I loved the bustier/corset that he made for his model. And thirdly, is my boy Rami. I know know i still love Kit, but i really think that Rami is quite brilliant and he is one to watch in the future!!! I can't wait to see what happens next!!!
So no more news as of right now... i am sure after i go out tonight and either play a game of quarters at the brooksider or decide that i need to once again drink an entire bottle of rum, i will have many more stories!
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