so going on to day number seis...

Life is moving along smashingly this week... and i am almost to a full week of singleness... and I absolutely cannot wait for tommorow... Thirsty Thursday..my absolute favorite day to go out. Anyway, yesterday I had a minor set back, a little tears but katie managed to straighten me back out and I ended up waking up happy and full of life. I am currently 'babysitting' my lil sisters kitten mercedes, and she has managed to cuddle with me every night since the break-up and despite that she is constantly attack my feet under the covers, and clawing at my hair ties on my wrist, she is quite a good lil cuddler. So I guess having a lil animal around after a break up is pretty therapeutic and helpful.. i highly recommend it. Anyway.. I seem to have bounced back fairly well and in a few hours i am going to leave here and go indulge myself in some retail therapy. I know its probably not the most responsible kind of therapy but pampering myself and investing in my already out-of-control wardrobe always seems to help me to feel better. Lets see...not much else is new in my life. one of my best friends, K (as we will call her) recently confided in me that she quit hanging around me so much lately bc she didn't like how different i had become when me and the late 'j' had been together. She claimed i wasn't as fun loving or as free as I used to be and she felt he was dragging me down. This has seemed to be the consensus among most of my good friends, and I am throughly annoyed that I didn't even realize that I had modified my personality to stay with him... so annoying. but me and x always did say that a certain someone who i dated before, always knew the 'real' (i guess dramatic and sometimes out of control) me and still loved me... so maybe i should try and find someone a bit more like him next time... anyway... I vow now to never stifle my fun loving personality for a boy ever again! Oh and i have currently added more reasons to why it is so great to be single:
* I can be selfish
* I can go out with my girls/kyle as much as i want
* I have more time to travel to visit places...aka ash big (coming soon to NYC), tasha, and my dottie susie!
* I get to have a great new years!!!!
* and i can move away to cali as soon as i want with out worrying what will happen between me and j.
Tonight... I can't wait to see the new Project Runway.. I know I haven't had a post for awhile about it... but my top 3 so far are:
1. Christian (i absolutely love him... almost as much as Kayne from 2 seasons previous)
2. Kit ( i think she is absolutely adorable and she really knows what she is doing)
3. Jillian/ The straight guy ( these two are tied, and I can't for some reason remember his name but, i really like both of them so we shall see more later)

Oh and I found another quote this one is pretty great and should leave you with something to think about...
"Relationships are like glass, some are worth leaving broken, if it means you will hurt yourself putting them back together." interesting huh?

more later!
xoxox
*kati
a pic of the new improved single me: